Gal, you are my angel.. u r my darling angel

My lil Miss..

We might have heard about many, be it words, writings, plays, movies or what eva about love. Hadnt that been not defined and we get a chance to make our own when we have our turns, would we not define it but put it another form/format? It is not what one can define for the other. Every one has his own name and meaning and a feeling felt and associated with it. Not until a night that was jus a couple of days ago, i got my own chance of knowing things to define..

It was when i saw her in the dim lights i could associate some reason for my days being so bright other than due to the sunshine.. i would not call her by name but at least for the next day but she was lil miss sunshine.. she lit my day, she blew my spirits high.. she took me flying in the airs of thoughts.. not too much i would talk abt her but it is what it is.

Night in the daily darkness where i start ending my day i was walking to dine for the day and take a nap but in the dim lights as i walk through i could hear some lovely voice spread across the cool breeze. Tried to look here and there to find the sweet origin.. got tumbled down looking for the reason.. dint know if i should step across or stop walking jus to have my ears listen what they have been doing for a while. But being unable to disappoint my senses i walked a few steps ahead where in a dim light drove my sight towards a lovely little angel. Astonished i was to know my eyes growing brighter than the stars, with the far sighted image of the lady on my pupils.. gorgeous she was in the dim lights of a lantern lit night in the streets. In not more than a couple of seconds i dreamt about a life with the lovey lady.

Confused i was, for i dint know if that was day dreaming or a normal dream as it was a real night of that date on my calendar. I kept my fingers crossed and wished truely if i could get a chance to talk to her and make a move to win her .. Dint know that fate was with me and luck is in my back pocket on that day. In not more than a few min i saw her in the same hotel where i was about to dine and which is when i got a missed call. It was my old friend. I tried calling her back but the phone was engaged at the other end and after a couple of trials i could get hold of my friend and got to know that the phone was engaged with a call where the lovely lady i was talking about all the time above is one of the parties.. Got to know that the lady was one of my closest friend of my friend... and after a few gimmicks i got the real chance of talking to the lady i have been following for the past 30 min.

Getting in touch with the lady after nothing more than an hour of seeing isnt any joke for me by then.. I picked up all courage and managed to make her a part of my daily schedules .. the next was diwali and i dint light even a candle and not even one cracker but for me the diwali in my dark room was as bright as my day under the steel white sun cos i was with my lil miss sunshine.. she was the sun, moon, stars, sky and every thng.. isnt this love at first sight? what ever,, i care nothing about what i should call it.. Thinking about the next courageous step to take i passed the other day which was a clear Sunday, hot enuf was the day for hyderabad but it dint mean hot to me cos i was passing all my day thinking how to make her my lady.. Held my breath all day long, slept tight at the end of day jus to wait for the Monday to come in so that i will walk ahead for her and make the final move of saying those three sweet words that i have been passionate to tell about thru my life..

It was a real Monday morning and it was no dream and i opted to choose my optional holiday and make my holiday and real beautiful one by winning her. It was in the evening when the sky was clear and breeze was cool enuf to have my sweat away, i reached her and met her for the day and we went to an ice cream parlour. With a couple of ice creams in hand i decided to propose.. wasnt that too foolish? what ever ... i cud help nothing in hands by then. My heart was running at 80+ by then but i could manage to show nothing and i started walking to wards her and jus stopped a couple of steps away to tell her.............those.. three.. words..... and started with 'I.......', a long pause and then when i was about to tell the real word, felt like i was kicked on butt asking to get ready, it is show time... It was my room mate and that was all my dream and i was no where other than my room... Had to wake to know the reality that it was a piece of a dream ... We rushed to the movie not knowing that it is one other stupid movies of my life...

Wish that were true.. if not the whole part atleast the part where i met the lady and could see clean chances of making my life with her...

Alas!! it was all just another dream in life. May be this is why people wish 'Sweet Dreams!!!'